to my dear

Now ord 4am...
i stil can't get sleep....
actualy i reli tired......
but........
i dun know
i dun know
i can't stop my mind.
sorry my dear...
i know u will scold me,
u dun like i think too much for tis.
but...
i can't!
tis few day i upset,
i unhappy,
i can't contro myself.
i hate i like to cry,
i dun wan.

dear.....
can u tell me??
r u still love me.....??